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Everyone that isn't doing ok, I hope things get better for you
Thread starterSuicidebydeath
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I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
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NoHorizon, AloneInCollege, butterfly3 and 34 others
Things will never get 'better' as long as we stay here, this is unrealistic, in fact as time goes on what we go through will definitely get worse and we will just suffer more and more. It's just the way that life is. The only good thing that could happen is this life somehow ending, there is so much beauty in the thought of no longer existing. Hopefully all those who wish to be gone are given access to an peaceful method to finally end their torment but sadly that is not the reality.
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Pentobarbital_Plz, bluem00n, leaf23 and 2 others
Things will never get 'better' as long as we stay here, this is unrealistic, in fact as time goes on what we go through will definitely get worse and we will just suffer more and more. It's just the way that life is. The only good thing that could happen is this life somehow ending, there is so much beauty in the thought of no longer existing. Hopefully all those who wish to be gone are given access to an peaceful method to finally end their torment but sadly that is not the reality.
Thank you for the kind wishes, friend. I hope you're able to find some peace as well.
I don't think I actually want to feel better, though. I'm monumentally tired of everything, and would just like to move on. What frustrates me is the fear and the guilt that keep me from taking that final step. If anything, I'd like to feel worse, if that could help push me over the threshold.
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Suicidebydeath, leaf23, epic and 1 other person
I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
I appreciate the post im sure there is alot of peoples lives who can get better.
Its a really kind and nice gesture and positively not normally seen here which is understandable.
I also hope that other people's lives will improve and don't end up like me where the line of no return has been crossed and no matter what it can't get better.
I wish I could get better or enjoy life more but in my case I no longer have control of this and ceasing to exist is only the best option even if for now I just zone the world out ill have to accept it soon its already on the verge of being to late
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Suicidebydeath, Per Ardua Ad Astra, leaf23 and 1 other person
I think it's everyone here, and I would want everyone to feel better. I feel bad if its just the few individuals I get time to write to, when its everyone. I hope something good happens to all of you.
Thanks, but that isn't really in my stars. I just want to focas on getting the money for ctb and forgetting about it all. The truth is I'm not sure if I care about anything anymore. I guess that means I'm losing my will to live. I don't even want to talk to people anymore. I just want to sleep eternally or stay in a really great dream.
The one I had last night would work. There was this camp full of roller coasters, sling shots and bungee jumping and my friends and I got our own cabin. I messed around with a guy and at the end of the camp, I got a gift card! But you know what's sad? Because it was so good, I KNEW it was a dream.
I almost slipped out of it when my friends and I jumped up and down and screamed that we got our own cabin. Maybe it was my desire to be in a sorority. But that never happened. That's to good to happen to me.
Do you ever really want something only to see it go to someone who wants it less or already has more? Yeah...that's my whole life. I'm just watching everyone succeed. I'm not meant to actually experience it. Ctb will make it better. I can't stand to be here much longer.
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