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junesloy

junesloy

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Jun 19, 2023
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im not sure why, i've never done anything wrong at all

i always try to please people and make them feel okay, i always try to laugh at their jokes, i listen to what they say carefully, i give them the attention they need, but what i get in return? Hate and disgust, they all hate me for literally no reason.

Ive started to believe that people can sense and feel my negative energy around them, although i dont act and think negatively when im with them, but somehow they can feel that im not a likeable person for some reason, the energy i radiates makes them hate me as soon as they see me.

I hate this i hate this i absolutely hate this
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i feel this way too - for some reason nobody likes me, and nobody ever has. it's terribly difficult to live in isolation, especially when you don't know what it is that you're "doing wrong".

ultimately, it is their loss that they do not want to keep a friend like you. it's not often that you find people who are willing to give everything they have while receiving nothing in return.

wishing you the best <3
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
I've suffered the same thing all through life. I'm a good listener, I genuinely care about people, and I'm definitely not a bad person.
Yet I just can't connect with people and they are just off with me for no logical reason whatsoever.

 
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TemporaryJob

TemporaryJob

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Jun 30, 2023
11
yeah dude, and no one ever tells you what your doing wrong either. i've begged at my friends feet for why i wasn't good enough. They just told me they didn't care if i was around or not.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,243
I find it so horrible how humans are so unnecessarily cruel in this world, sadly I just think that humans very often create even more suffering and make the existences of other people even worse all for no reason. In my opinion, it sounds like people like that are best avoided.
 

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