Everyone hates me

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

When i was like 7 year old i started to embrace the idea of ctb.. just because i realized that my family was really bad and not like the others
Now im 22 year old and didnt change anything still want to ctb
Only that i got hated by everyone even from the girl i love..
I feel lot of this hate was unecessary, its just like i was forced to live
if i had ctb when i was 7 year old
Lot of trash things wouldn't be happened
And probably i would still be loved and cried by everyone

 

[FuneralCry]

It's horrible how humans create so much suffering in this world, existing here really is so dreadful. And it sounds really awful what you've been through, it's true that humans just create unnecessary harm, but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[MrDarkness]

I was once hated by everyone, my old friends cut me off, the love of my life cut me off, I attempted suicide that day, I still think about my past and it haunts me, I want to forget it, it could have those memories erased I would and not most likely die to ctb. I can still hear and see the memories so clear it hurts. Best of luck, life is shit it really is, but there is always some light and some little hope. I hope you get better

 

[Hollowman]

I was once hated by everyone, my old friends cut me off, the love of my life cut me off, I attempted suicide that day, I still think about my past and it haunts me, I want to forget it, it could have those memories erased I would and not most likely die to ctb. I can still hear and see the memories so clear it hurts. Best of luck, life is shit it really is, but there is always some light and some little hope. I hope you get better

There isn't always light and hope, you don't know everyones situations.

 

[MrDarkness]

There isn't always light and hope, you don't know everyones situations.

I know I don't, but as person who has been at the dark depths of self hatred and the verge of ctb I found some light, by loving nature and music. Some people are different. Some people are truly in a dark place. But that's why you should help people with some positivity to give them something to hold onto