- Jun 24, 2023
my mother has told me she officially gives up on me. she said she doesn't care if I hurt myself anymore. everytime I try to talk about my feelings to a friend, they just brush it off and ignore me. but if they talked about their feelings to me, I would listen to them. nobody wants to be with me. I have never even dated nobody, why am I soundesirables? is ctb truly the only way I can escape this pathetic life? I'm surprised I haven't done it earlier. my life sucks, and I'm a loser. nobody wants to hang out with me, or spend time with me. always brushing me aside. im officially done. I'm doing it next week.