Venting Everybody hates me

[Trakehner]

This existence is nothing but loneliness and despair. Not one person enjoys my company. Everyone either ignores me or ridicules me. I tried making friends but things never work. I feel detached from humanity. Like an alien trying to blend in. I honestly don't know how I have managed to tolerate years of this misery. Nothing brings me joy anymore. Meds don't work and therapy does nothing. My own sister won't even talk to me. My old friends ditched me and I probably never even cross their minds. I honestly don't know where I'm going with this. I just don't get what's the point of being mentally tortured nonstop when I am essentially invisible to the world. No one will miss me or care when I die.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

It's OK. You seem to just need to vent and probably don't feel safe anywhere else or telling anyone else. There's a good number of people here like that so you're in good company. :)

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I understand finding it dreadful and tiring to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.