I'm back at home, to square one after wasting my 3 day opportunity at a hotel. Back to having people constantly around me pressuring to be 'normal' when I'm neck deep in suffering with these demonic entities taking every part of my well-being. I keep thinking it would have been over by now had I taken the SN, now I'm back to skimping for an opportunity again. My impatience may just risk it and do it overnight. I'm scared of getting caught but I don't think I have any other choice. Life just keeps getting crueler and crueler.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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That really does sound like a horrible situation to be trapped in, and I can imagine that it must make it even worse being around people like that. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your torment as it certainly sounds like you've suffered a lot.
LateForTheBus
Experienced
- Feb 7, 2023
- 228
There's a reason you didn't do it when you had the chance. When the time is right, you'll know. We're here for you in the meantime. (Hugs)Similar threads
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