zdeweilx
It's over
- Dec 15, 2025
- 158
I have come to the realization that most of the things that used to make me feel good no longer have any positive effect on my mood and overall wellbeing.
Here are a few examples. Having a job to make my own money doesn't satisfy me or make me feel proud of myself anymore. Having a girlfriend has become a repulsive and almost disgusting concept to me, for some reason. Making my own family is no longer on my bucket list, it is no longer a tantalizing idea to me. Watching animes or playing video games doesn't give me that artificial dopamine hit anymore.
Even listening to music is cumbersome now. I know it can make my day a bit lighter, but everything seems so heavy right now, that it doesn't feel worth doing. Things are muddy, they are slow. It's difficult to appreciate even the smallest positive thing. Right now, everything is a chore that doesn't trigger any positive emotion in me.
The only thing that brings me peace and happiness is spending time with my cats, there genuinely is nothing else to look forward to nowadays.
Is it a sign that one is truly f...ed once and for all ? I feel so lethargic. My brain seems to be completely fried. I am numb to everything and nothing can reach me.
Here are a few examples. Having a job to make my own money doesn't satisfy me or make me feel proud of myself anymore. Having a girlfriend has become a repulsive and almost disgusting concept to me, for some reason. Making my own family is no longer on my bucket list, it is no longer a tantalizing idea to me. Watching animes or playing video games doesn't give me that artificial dopamine hit anymore.
Even listening to music is cumbersome now. I know it can make my day a bit lighter, but everything seems so heavy right now, that it doesn't feel worth doing. Things are muddy, they are slow. It's difficult to appreciate even the smallest positive thing. Right now, everything is a chore that doesn't trigger any positive emotion in me.
The only thing that brings me peace and happiness is spending time with my cats, there genuinely is nothing else to look forward to nowadays.
Is it a sign that one is truly f...ed once and for all ? I feel so lethargic. My brain seems to be completely fried. I am numb to everything and nothing can reach me.
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