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bellaisdonewithlife

Student
Jan 29, 2026
151
I feel like a fool for living this long (many years too long!) through things most people wouldn't live through. I would pay someone to take me out (ex. a hitman), but understandably that doesn't seem to be an option. The organized crime groups here can somehow find hitmen.

I waited patiently to find someone on the Partner Thread too, but I can't find anyone who knows the method well and has a place to do this (or is willing to rent a place for it). I might just buy the CO supplies just so that I have them for whenever I decide to do this.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
408
It's one thing to take one's own life. It's another asking someone else to commit homicide. If I'm understanding your post. For me I have no problem morality wise saying that my life is my own, and taking action. But I could never and would never ask another to harm me. It's not about paying them but the fact that they could be imprisoned etc. Maybe im just not understanding your post. 🤷‍♀️
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

Student
Jan 29, 2026
151
It's one thing to take one's own life. It's another asking someone else to commit homicide. If I'm understanding your post. For me I have no problem morality wise saying that my life is my own, and taking action. But I could never and would never ask another to harm me. It's not about paying them but the fact that they could be imprisoned etc. Maybe im just not understanding your post. 🤷‍♀️
I mean more like finding a hitman who would be fine with my method of choice. I updated my post so it's more clear.
 
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