Escape

[Lra888]

Feeling trapped. I wish there was an easy way out of life. I constantly view this site looking for an answer but we're all in the same place it seems - searching for a easy, dignified and painless way out of this world. I feel like a slave trapped here day after day in a living hell.

Mental illness has poisened every aspect of my life: friendships, relationships, jobs etc. I have depression & mood disorders that make connection & living a decent life impossible. I just want to free myself from all of this. People shouldn't be forced to live against their will.

 

[Lra888]

I honestly feel claustrophobic at times like the urgency to die quickly is overwhelming.

 

[Lara Francis]

I feel your pain too.

 

[psyche]

People shouldn't be forced to live against their will.

I agree. People are forced to live and then left to suffer and be forgotten about.

 

[windingdown]

Feeling trapped. I wish there was an easy way out of life. I constantly view this site looking for an answer but we're all in the same place it seems - searching for a easy, dignified and painless way out of this world. I feel like a slave trapped here day after day in a living hell.

Mental illness has poisened every aspect of my life: friendships, relationships, jobs etc. I have depression & mood disorders that make connection & living a decent life impossible. I just want to free myself from all of this. People shouldn't be forced to live against their will.

Yes, it seems like at some point, if the pain of living becomes greater than the fear of dying, we just have to pick something and run with it. I think everyone is just looking for a peaceful pill. Dear us <3

 

[Lra888]

Terrifying that if we don't succeed we may be locked away somewhere and force fed / kept alive by doctors and nurses who have no sympathy to our situation and collect a paycheck to prolong our suffering.

 

[TengoK]

As useful as I've found this site to be,

Feeling trapped. I wish there was an easy way out of life. I constantly view this site looking for an answer but we're all in the same place it seems - searching for a easy, dignified and painless way out of this world. I feel like a slave trapped here day after day in a living hell.

As useful as I've found this site to be, and while I completely appreciate the sense of planning one's exit carefully, what I read here almost every day is how much sheer bloody research it takes. Can X method do this? Can Y method do that? Twenty-five years ago, when I was at university, I may have the power of a decent mind to work all this out, but now - largely because of mental illness and depression - I just don't have the intelligence to work it all out anymore. I just want a simple, painless(ish) solution to getting the hell out, without having to spend hundreds of quid to send off a magical potion that I might not ever receive.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

What pisses me off is there are probably 100 easy ways out compared to the one I'm choosing by continuing to wait this stupid thing out.

What an idiot. Oh well, I made lots of progress this year. I'm to the point where I can no longer stand the daylight hours. The shortening days now of fall are bringing me back to life, but next spring death will be back. And I have serious doubts that I'll be able to turn it down this time.