Venting enough pain

[therhydler]

On my way to the hospital... they will probably be cutting my scar open again because it's gone filthy underneath... just when I thought it couldnt get any worse... don't know why Im writing about this I've just had enough and feel so alone

My sister said don't worry just think when they are doing it "at least im here, at least they are not killing me"... if only she knew how ironic that sounded...

 

[Jodes]

It'll be over before you know it, (ummmm... no irony intended either)…but seriously. And it'll make things easier. I have no idea what you're going through but this time will pass! The fear fear can be intolerable in itself, but you have professionals looking after you, and others behind you.

Edit: I hope you find away not to worry - I think that's why you're here in the first place - once someone considers CTB as an option, things become bearable knowing there's always out if things get too bad

 

[Smilla]

On my way to the hospital... they will probably be cutting my scar open again because it's gone filthy underneath... just when I thought it couldnt get any worse... don't know why Im writing about this I've just had enough and feel so alone

My sister said don't worry just think when they are doing it "at least im here, at least they are not killing me"... if only she knew how ironic that sounded...

I hope it goes as well as it can and you feel better soon.

 

[therhydler]

I hope it goes as well as it can and you feel better soon.

Thank you ♡

 

[Jodes]

On my way to the hospital...

And Good luck :) don't let anyone get away with crap, you're the boss there