Energy drained

[Zanmato]

I'm at work right now.
Tomorrow will begin my last month with my contract.
I don't know if they will renew it or no.
Now, I feel my energy is completely drained.
It's only a part time, but I need to rest.
I'm so pathetic.
I wonder what I will do, at the end of the next month.
Of course, I think: I have a job. And I remember the struggling of being unemployed for a long time.
And I have an age (32 at the beginner of December)
But... I don't know, right now I rather be on my bed, trying to not thinking about anything.
My Neet years changed something in me.

 

[derpyderpins]

You aren't alone in being drained. I got past a few huge projects/deadlines over the past week and last night finally went home feeling good and loose but then I get in today and it just hits me again how this is seemingly forever. I miss summer break, lol.

 

[Zanmato]

Damn, why we have to deal with these things just to survive?

I didn't have summer break, because I started to work around the middle of July.
I'm not complaining about that, after all I was a neet before.
The bad thing is that I have no free holiday now, tho.
Actually, I have to work more when is holiday for other people, like this week