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Recluse

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Oct 21, 2022
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Ending my life would be the most logical thing to do I have nothing to look forward to besides being a slave for the rest of my life because I'm not smart enough to get a career nobody even likes me not one person on this earth I get bullied everywhere I go I can't do anything right because I'm a retard and I'm atypical I haven't felt happiness in years
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,416
I'm sorry life has brought you here. I do feel the same. I just don't want to keep going. I don't see the point in any of it. Sadly, I don't know what to say to help, only show solidarity in feeling the same.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Me too - over twenty years of depression, now no job, no friends, no relationship and just trying to get through the day till I sleep again while wanting to die.

Suicide very logical decision. So many years of suffering. I have to keep it going for a while because I got to clear up my stuff. Been saying this for so long...
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I personally think that wanting suicide is more rational than choosing to endure a life filled with endless misery for decades on end. There is nothing to be gained by suffering, life itself is completely unnecessary and we only exist for the sake of existing just to die anyway, and I would rather exit at a time of my control. I understand that it can be dreadful having to exist in a life that you hate, this life really is so cruel and many other people just make things worse by inflicting harm when there is already enough suffering. There is nothing to look forward to in this world apart from being gone.
I wish you the best.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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You just get tired of always struggling, and fighting. At some point we all decide to say screw it, and let go.😞😖
 

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