Help end is near

[HunterTheShark]

So yeah, i think im gonna kill myself soon i just cant take it anymore, too much going on in my life, i was getting better some month ago, i was so proud of myself for finally getting better but i wasnt, so yeah i kinda need painless way to die and not too graphic, i still live with my parent and i love them to death, i don't want to hurt them but i want to go so bad.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable not wishing to suffer anymore in this existence, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

The random spurts of optimism make it even worse. It's like a momentary tease of happiness or relief before suicidality sets back in to prevent permanent numbness. Just to make the toture even worse.