Another question from me lol!
Does anyone here have any goals during their CTB that feel embarrassing to admit?
When I imagine my death I have a couple of things that I want to do that are objectively embarrassing but seem to connect to the method I would prefer, I plan on using SN. As such I want to be surrounded by my favorite stuffed animals while wearing a complete outfit of clothes my ex-partner gave me. I remember being little (I was also fairly little then too lol, I'm only 4'11" to 5") and asking my siblings to cover me in my stuffed animals like a snow pile lmao. This is honestly one of the few memories I have of my childhood so I find it incredibly comforting. I find it embarrassing to be wearing all gifted clothes from my ex-partner as I do not know how it would emotionally impact them but I guess this is where some selfishness comes in, they were the love of my life, again this will be extremely comforting to me and honestly I don't know if they would ever find out I did so.
Does anyone here have any goals during their CTB that feel embarrassing to admit?
When I imagine my death I have a couple of things that I want to do that are objectively embarrassing but seem to connect to the method I would prefer, I plan on using SN. As such I want to be surrounded by my favorite stuffed animals while wearing a complete outfit of clothes my ex-partner gave me. I remember being little (I was also fairly little then too lol, I'm only 4'11" to 5") and asking my siblings to cover me in my stuffed animals like a snow pile lmao. This is honestly one of the few memories I have of my childhood so I find it incredibly comforting. I find it embarrassing to be wearing all gifted clothes from my ex-partner as I do not know how it would emotionally impact them but I guess this is where some selfishness comes in, they were the love of my life, again this will be extremely comforting to me and honestly I don't know if they would ever find out I did so.
Oh to add to this I guess, I also am thinking of wearing a full face of makeup but that's not as embarrassing I don't think
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