Each day is a huge struggle, woke up today, steel feeling hopeless and stuck

[nosoul]

I grow weaker and more confused as I go on without sleep or eating enough, a fried brain is no joke:(

I'm on this site alot and don't yet feel closer to ctb other than hanging, but no place to do that as I'm in a crowded city.

No research yet into where in maybe NYC I could jump from.

Sad about life sad about having no clear cut options:(

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it really can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped here, I hate how there is no straightforward way to leave, existing really is horrible enough without having to struggle so much to die.

 

[man_in_red:)]

It's okay to ctb

 

[leavingsoon99]

I feel you. I woke up this morning feeling as hopeless as one could. As I question the why of my life, the nothingness gets louder and clearer. I have no one who'd miss me. I have a job where I work from home, so I'm able to make arrangements and comfortable during my last days. I have no place in this world, and I can't wait to leave.

 

[old_constant69]

I understand how you feel... Shit is getting rough. If I could just change one thing in my life it probably wouldn't make me feel so bad but I can't even seem to do that... Damn wish I could work from home, I probably wouldn't be as miserable...

 

[Gonnerr]

Me too , waking up is a nightmare. The morning is the moment where i feel the urge to kill myself the most.