dying makes everything boring

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it's all redundant. everything that used to get me excited is so boring now. it's annoying that i can't feel particularly happy about anything, but all the misery remains. i'll really have to continue like this for a few more months. i only feel content when im sleeping.

 

[kitchenwindow197]

I feel this, i really dont do anything anymore because i dont see the point. I guess knowing that youll be gone soon anyway does something to the brain

 

[Pon]

It's a logical response to knowing that your suffering will be over. Have you ever ordered something you really want, and you count days and simply do other things to knowingly distract yourself and pass the time until it arrives?

It's like that, likely.

Perhaps however, there is also a certain mental preparation taking place for what is to come after one's own passing. I know for sure that the thought of what comes after, if anything at all, would certainly be all I am thinking about, approaching my desired date. In such circumstances, any and all aspects of daily life would pale and seem insignificant in comparison.