Dunno how much more I can take with living. I dunno how to die tho.

[Freedombus'25]

Same old whining crap from me. I just don't want to be alive anymore. I dunno what I'll actually be able to do to kill myself. I dunno

Usually just give up on dying a nd try the whole living schick but I just... don't want to anymore

It's getting bad. Been slacking on a lot of adulting stuff like bills which im ashamed to admit but honestly I see now how it's connected. No longer just self critical which is a good thing but ughhh

Always in this in-between :(

 

[eternalflame]

Same thing but ive been slovly researching partial so ive got this going for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, all that I want is to be gone but I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, this life really is so depressing. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I wish you the best in whatever happens.