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lubieplacki

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Oct 20, 2024
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Hello,

I have wanted to kill myself many times. Unfortunately, the fear of death has always been stronger than the desire to die. Do you know of any medications / drugs that could eliminate the fear of death and thus perform effective suicide? What could it be? Alcohol and/or benzodiazepines?
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
910
Benzos will definitely calm you down, but you will always be in your right mind. I doubt any benzo us strong enough to make you that numb to fear death.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
I always found Vodka, in sufficient quantities, gave me a 'what the heck, who cares' attitude.
 
mattoman

mattoman

Member
Nov 26, 2024
96
Alcohol. I do not suggest to do anything harmful, but just like SVEN said, it makes you less give a shit about anything. I've tried to CTB twice and both were under the influence of alcohol. Unsuccessful though, as I'm writing here, weren't really well-thought plans
 
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jasmineck

Member
Mar 11, 2023
94
Drink sn, or anything you want like and immediately iv thiopental, you gone in 15 second, untill you wake sn or other drug you ingest is start working already
 
RandomGirl52

RandomGirl52

Member
Nov 26, 2024
21
i would recommend alcohol but it would increase your chances of failing to ctb
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,830
@jasmineck where do I buy it?
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
Wish i could take sn with alcohol, such a shame it can't be done
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,214
LSD is good. People did some bold and wacky stuff in the 60's and 70's while completely tripped out.
Some of them woke up dead.
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
380
I am always careful never to have benzos or alcohol around with my guns easily accessible unless I am absolutely ready for ctb. I have almost blown my head off several times while drunk or xannied even when my ideation was massively less than now. My final act for ctb will be 400ml of vodka and a few tens of mg of clonazepam.
 
Dqope

Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
Wish i could take sn with alcohol, such a shame it can't be done
Sorry if I sound ignorant but why would you need to take it with alcohol. What would the benefits be and why cant you do it?

Read about it a few years ago, but forgot about it...
 
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lnlybnny

Mage
Jan 25, 2024
545
Sorry if I sound ignorant but why would you need to take it with alcohol. What would the benefits be and why cant you do it?

Read about it a few years ago, but forgot about it...
I think I'd feel much more relaxed.
You can't because basically they're both toxins so you can't take them together otherwise you'll just puke both
 

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