drugs that gets you depressed

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You said that you have extremely bad memory and lack of focus so that you always fail in jobs. Now you also tell me that you don't want a wage slave job, and I certainly understand that. Maybe there's some non-wage slave job which doesn't require sharp memory or focus. Maybe there's no such job, but it doesn't hurt thinking about it. Even if you're preparing for your death, you can still ponder upon it. What do you have to loose?

i'm a refugee in a country that discriminates against me,a job is not one of the few rights we have here unless i was well connected which i'm not.

Try steroids, it helps with cognition beyond anything I've ever tried, what's to lose

what do they do? aren't these used to build muscles?

Alcohol is a depressant (drug) as well

Alcohol makes me happy