okay so these are the three ideas i am stuck between.
Drowning:
After researching the mixture of drugs and alcohol celebrates who have been found in a bathtub have taken,
I have a fairly good idea of what cocktail i need to take.
So I could seal the overflow hole in the bath with some bathroom seal as this would allow the water to go higher.
Then get in and finger crossed I manage to ctb.
Inert Gas:
For this I was thinking of using 14 cubic feet 99.996% pure helium.
make my exit bag, strap myself down using bed straps and hopefully ctb
Hanging:
I did this once before and woke up on the floor.
which i suspect may of been a combination of the material i used and convulsions.
my dilemma:
Okay so i am leaving hanging third as the only space i have to do this is right next to a door, meaning any convulsions could appear to my neighbours as if i'm knocking on the door, and i obviously don't want to be cut down and left paralysed or with a permanent brain injury which i know of someone, who this happened to after her boyfriend cut her down. She was in a coma for a few months and had to learn to walk again and everything,
I am worried that if i try the inert gas method that I will end up ripping the bag off whilst i am passed out and thus i will survive.
And as for the bath, I am worried that i will partially drown, survive and end up surviving hypothermia, catch pneumonia from having water in my lungs, and end up partially disabled
Drowning:
After researching the mixture of drugs and alcohol celebrates who have been found in a bathtub have taken,
I have a fairly good idea of what cocktail i need to take.
So I could seal the overflow hole in the bath with some bathroom seal as this would allow the water to go higher.
Then get in and finger crossed I manage to ctb.
Inert Gas:
For this I was thinking of using 14 cubic feet 99.996% pure helium.
make my exit bag, strap myself down using bed straps and hopefully ctb
Hanging:
I did this once before and woke up on the floor.
which i suspect may of been a combination of the material i used and convulsions.
my dilemma:
Okay so i am leaving hanging third as the only space i have to do this is right next to a door, meaning any convulsions could appear to my neighbours as if i'm knocking on the door, and i obviously don't want to be cut down and left paralysed or with a permanent brain injury which i know of someone, who this happened to after her boyfriend cut her down. She was in a coma for a few months and had to learn to walk again and everything,
I am worried that if i try the inert gas method that I will end up ripping the bag off whilst i am passed out and thus i will survive.
And as for the bath, I am worried that i will partially drown, survive and end up surviving hypothermia, catch pneumonia from having water in my lungs, and end up partially disabled
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