
dropdeadfred
Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
- Oct 19, 2020
- 255
I'm not addicted to anything (maybe love in all forms, actually) & rarely partake in less than sober activities, but I am free of responsibility today/this evening & I have decided to revisit my old friend PBR. Such amazing memories attached to this beer.
Of course life would have it that I feel most connected to the people I've only experienced to a certain degree & in digital form. So many of you do the world a favor by just existing. Fated to be or accidentally here together- I am thankful for it. I'd be so much hella lonelier without you all. &, if it is "impossible" for me to love the majority of you, well, then... I don't know what else this feeling is. Something very close to it, then. I just wanna scoop you all up & have a cuddle party, where we could scream, laugh, cry, & be completely fucking mad together... though, some of you would not be able to attend any longer even if you were willing.
I just wanted you to know, especially if you feel you're not in someone's heart; you are in mine, like at least 90% of the time.
(& end scene.)
Of course life would have it that I feel most connected to the people I've only experienced to a certain degree & in digital form. So many of you do the world a favor by just existing. Fated to be or accidentally here together- I am thankful for it. I'd be so much hella lonelier without you all. &, if it is "impossible" for me to love the majority of you, well, then... I don't know what else this feeling is. Something very close to it, then. I just wanna scoop you all up & have a cuddle party, where we could scream, laugh, cry, & be completely fucking mad together... though, some of you would not be able to attend any longer even if you were willing.
I just wanted you to know, especially if you feel you're not in someone's heart; you are in mine, like at least 90% of the time.
(& end scene.)