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happy?1270

happy?1270

Hydrangeas and delphiniums @ my funeral
Mar 11, 2020
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dirinking some oleander tea lets see what happens. ive got half a plastic water bottle of it taking a few small gulps at a time cuz it tastes horrible
 
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sealbabies

sealbabies

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Mar 27, 2022
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How did you get your hands on that? Curious
 
happy?1270

happy?1270

Hydrangeas and delphiniums @ my funeral
Mar 11, 2020
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there was a big bush of it at our hotel when we went to flordia
 
lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

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Oct 8, 2021
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there was a big bush of it at our hotel when we went to flordia
update if you survive... even if you end up waking up a while from now. if not then I guess it would be best to assume that you succeeded.

I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I hope you rest easy and find peace

I remember hearing about this somewhere prior. I researched it a bit more after seeing this post. Certainly looks like an option and I wouldnt mind a vaca in FL.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I wonder how painful this would be. I hope they are okay.
 
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UnravelingWinter

UnravelingWinter

I wish I was a sunflower
Mar 19, 2022
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I wonder how painful this would be. I hope they are okay.
It doesn't look like it would be painful, since it just messes with the way the heart pumps. I don't like the idea of dealing with a fluttering/skipping heart though. Hopefully she passed quickly and peacefully.
 
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unkuto

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Mar 13, 2022
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Even if he would survive which is likely based on what I've read he probably wouldn't be in condition to give us an update for quite some time...
 
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fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
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Rest in peace. I didn't know herbs can be that deadly.
I hope they did not suffer.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I have never even heard of this method. I hope you found peace and freedom from all suffering.
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
How did you get your hands on that? Curious
you can find it in plants shops also, but symptoms of poisoning are horrible like diarrhea with blood, vomiting

hope OP found peace
 
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GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
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Oleander grows natively all around in my country, deadly stuff. Even using a stick from our oleander to cook something on a fire can be extremely dangerous. I hope you know what you are doing OP, please update us if you can. All the very best wishes.
 
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happy?1270

happy?1270

Hydrangeas and delphiniums @ my funeral
Mar 11, 2020
111
dirinking some oleander tea lets see what happens. ive got half a plastic water bottle of it taking a few small gulps at a time cuz it tastes horrible
Survived :/ was talking to a friend on discord they called the cops was in PSY ward for a week. I didn't finish the whole bottle n I think I threw up most of it. All that happened was my heartbeat dropped to 50 for like 30 sec so meh idk probably wouldn't have worked anyways.
 
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Zugade

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Apr 5, 2022
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Survived :/ was talking to a friend on discord they called the cops was in PSY ward for a week. I didn't finish the whole bottle n I think I threw up most of it. All that happened was my heartbeat dropped to 50 for like 30 sec so meh idk probably wouldn't have worked anyways.
Sorry to hear it, it was't your friend's place to intervene. How do you feel now?
 
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gottablast888

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ya i wouldnt tell any one the exact day or time
im ctbing, not even members of this site
 
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booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
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Wonder why it didn't work. A single leaf should be enough to kill an adult.
 

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