Dreams of spring

[-nobodyknows-]

Once again, the leaves have begun to fall. Every time they do, I wonder if I will see their return. I kind of hope that if I do, something good will come with the new spring leaves.

I feel like I'm trapped in an eternal winter. The days are so cold and dark. The sun barely shines, if it shines at all. And I am surrounded by silence, as I am slowly buried by the snowfall.

I have tried digging myself out. But it's exhausting trying to shovel snow all day long. I have gotten slower and slower, and I feel like soon I will not be able to lift the shovel at all.

And all the while, the snow falls. Unrelenting. Unending. Sometimes it slows, but it does not stop. I am no longer able to keep up with it.

When will the snow melt? Will it ever melt? I want to see the spring, but it's so cold. I wonder if I will be able to stay warm until then. I hope I do. I want to.

But still, the snow falls.

 

[Alpenglow]

I'm not sure we live in a place where there is a spring, maybe there is though. Regardless I find the snow agreeable enough, and there is some beauty or meaning to it, whatever it is.

Maybe the best you can do is find someone to share your warmth with. Even if they don't always reciprocate.

Maybe the snowfall makes it difficult to find others… How can you find those who are already buried?

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I'm not sure we live in a place where there is a spring, maybe there is though. Regardless I find the snow agreeable enough, and there is some beauty or meaning to it, whatever it is.

Maybe the best you can do is find someone to share your warmth with. Even if they don't always reciprocate.

Maybe the snowfall makes it difficult to find others… How can you find those who are already buried?

I really need something to change. I need someone in my life who will stand by me. I can't handle things on my own for much longer. I am drowning. I need someone to pull me out.

 

[Alpenglow]

I really need something to change. I need someone in my life who will stand by me. I can't handle things on my own for much longer. I am drowning. I need someone to pull me out.

I don't think I can be that person. The only thing I can offer is some company. Maybe enough to pull you out. But I can barely stand, let alone stand by you lol. Maybe I can manage sitting though ^^

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I don't think I can be that person. The only thing I can offer is some company. Maybe enough to pull you out. But I can barely stand, let alone stand by you lol. Maybe I can manage sitting though ^^

Oh yeah don't worry about that; I'm not looking to connect with people here. Really just need someone irl.

 

[Alpenglow]

Oh yeah don't worry about that; I'm not looking to connect with people here. Really just need someone irl.

Shit, can't help you with that ^^' Don't connect emotionally to anyone I know irl, society really isn't into this whole pro-choice kinda thing.

 

[UnnervedCompany]

The weather where I am feels like hell during the winter. I feel like global warming has been making winters more bearable since I remember when I was first in this country snow storms were so strong I couldn't even see most of the time.