Dreamed of dying but I hate pain, tips?

[thankyou]

I see suicide in a positive light, but obviously I am human and hate the pain.
I'm ready to CTB, and it's a good feeling. I've taken all avenues of professional help. Nothing has ever worked. You can't always change a faulty brain, body, and childhood. I've sat in this decision for well over a decade now. This is the best time for me to go, before it gets worse.
Any tips on painless CTB? Thank you.

PS: Finding this forum has given me immense relief.
Thank you to the site maintainers.

 

[jodes2]

SN isn't great but it's an option. Partial suspension is tricky but can work and if done right it's painless. Heroin, morphine 4 drug protocol, nembutal, jumping from 10+ storeys, fentanyl, all painless. If you can make it work, gas is painless.

 

[resolutory]

SN isn't great but it's an option. Partial suspension is tricky but can work and if done right it's painless. Heroin, morphine 4 drug protocol, nembutal, jumping from 10+ storeys, fentanyl, all painless. If you can make it work, gas is painless.

Do you happen to know what would be the best resource to check out to find out how to perform partial suspension correctly?

 

[jodes2]

Do you happen to know what would be the best resource to check out to find out how to perform partial suspension correctly?

Just search the forums, there's loads of advice. It's pretty simple you just need to practice and find the sweet spot, sometimes using socks or something to press on the corotid arteries