Venting drawing how I feel about ctb

[heartinparadise]

I lack to words to describe the way I feel. A drawing to make up for my shortcomings.

Lately, I'm collecting clippings of yew leaves. I'll eat them once I've collected at least 50g. Hopefully I can cross over this time!
Apparently, the taxine B in yew leaves will make the heart that once beats like BA-DUM BA-DUM into weak blip-blop blip-blop. Then nothing. It sounds unpleasant, but is fast-acting, it can truly do good for me, and I am excited and nervous at the same time. I can't wait

 

[Anonymousa]

OMG thats so beautiful <3 I love the contrast of the harshly coloured floral and the softer colours of teddy bear and the surroundings around them. Is it show that death to you is the more comforting thing than continue to live? I agree tho that suicide can be an act of self compassion as we are allowing ourselves to end our own pain.

 

[heartinparadise]

OMG thats so beautiful <3 I love the contrast of the harshly coloured floral and the softer colours of teddy bear and the surroundings around them. Is it show that death to you is the more comforting thing than continue to live? I agree tho that suicide can be an act of self compassion as we are allowing ourselves to end our own pain.

yes!

 

[happier than ever]

youre very talented

 

[sadalways]

I love your drawing, it's beautiful.