Venting Don't wanna live, don't wanna die.

[ggetout33]

I'm 24 closet MTF, and my reasons for wanting to die at this point have been mostly financial. I have barely 100 in saving and am basically unemployable. The last time I ever worked was a remote job at a help desk back in late 2022. I quit due to stress and burnout, but had I stayed I either would've been fired or laid off due to AI. Since then, there's this huge gap in my resume that grows larger and larger. I tried looking for work, applying for entry level positions just to get back into the swing of things, but gave up when none of them called back. Plus I see on the news people with degrees and shit who can't find work. So if people who would blow me out of the water can't find a job, then what chance do I have?

Since then, I've been completely reliant on my parents financially speaking. But when they pass away? I don't know what I'm gonna do. At this point, only reason I haven't done it now was not having any reliable methods on me, and not wanting to traumatize and abandon a dog we recently adopted. Plus the usual friends and family shtick. But I dunno, maybe when everyone is poor due to the economic collapse of my country, no one will be.

 

[arcticmonkey]

We're literally the same (except I'm ftm), I'm also unemployable, and my reason to ctb is also mostly financial, i wish things were different for both of us, may i ask where you're from?

 

[ggetout33]

We're literally the same (except I'm ftm), I'm also unemployable, and my reason to ctb is also mostly financial, i wish things were different for both of us, may i ask where you're from?

USA.

 

[arcticmonkey]

Me too, yeah things are going to shit here...

 

[Brew]

I must ask, how did y'all got to thinking you're unemployable?
I'm 24M, and you intrigue me

 

[ggetout33]

Me too, yeah things are going to shit here...

Yeah. It's like no matter what we do, the stupid people are gonna vote to keep people like us down. Then complain when the fascists target them too.

I must ask, how did y'all got to thinking you're unemployable?
I'm 24M, and you intrigue me

Autism (and people can tell), ADHD, severe depression, being LGBT (not out, but ya know), Gen Z, a gap in resume spanning a few years, no college degree, no marketable skills. And at this point, I'm just tired.

 

[arcticmonkey]

Yeah. It's like no matter what we do, the stupid people are gonna vote to keep people like us down. Then complain when the fascists target them too.

We're like the easiest target, it's honestly so dumb that all they care and think about is which bathroom a transgender person is using, while ignoring the much bigger issues this country has

I must ask, how did y'all got to thinking you're unemployable?
I'm 24M, and you intrigue me

No college degree, no useful skills, no actual work experience, terrible social anxiety, being trans

 

[ggetout33]

We're like the easiest target, it's honestly so dumb that all they care and think about is which bathroom a transgender person is using, while ignoring the much bigger issues this country has

No college degree, no useful skills, no actual work experience, terrible social anxiety, being trans

They call us groomers yet it's always the republican politicians doing the diddling.

 

[blacksand]

I work sporadically but it all feels pointless I still can't move out I've still got no freedom I'm still forced to do all the unpleasant chores around the house despite offering money to make them go away.

 

[Isolatedloser]

The United States is fucked. I hate this reality we are in.