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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
186
Idk what to do lost my job because my ex boss was a bitch and a narcissist fond another one but it's only 15hrs a week so I can't survive I have no savings because she put me on leave without Pay 3 difference times before firing me ontop of living off of savings before I got that last job I have no other jobs in my area that isn't retail that I already applied too haven't heard anything back and some are not hiring I have no car to ho to the next town I live in a small town so I can't get a better job to get a car to get a better job I hate this I'm gonna loose my apartment if I don't get another job soon and oh I forgot to mention the 15hr a week job is bi weekly so that doubly fucks me idk what to do anymore I'm going to fucking loose evening I busted my ass for idk what to do I'm honestly tired of the struggle the constant fight for survival I truly just wanna die what's the point this world isn't gonna get better or easier for people who Re poor so why bother even trying I'm willing to work I'm willing to do what I need to do but yet still it isn't enough for this stupid country
 
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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Experienced
May 15, 2024
204
Idk what to do lost my job because my ex boss was a bitch and a narcissist fond another one but it's only 15hrs a week so I can't survive I have no savings because she put me on leave without Pay 3 difference times before firing me ontop of living off of savings before I got that last job I have no other jobs in my area that isn't retail that I already applied too haven't heard anything back and some are not hiring I have no car to ho to the next town I live in a small town so I can't get a better job to get a car to get a better job I hate this I'm gonna loose my apartment if I don't get another job soon and oh I forgot to mention the 15hr a week job is bi weekly so that doubly fucks me idk what to do anymore I'm going to fucking loose evening I busted my ass for idk what to do I'm honestly tired of the struggle the constant fight for survival I truly just wanna die what's the point this world isn't gonna get better or easier for people who Re poor so why bother even trying I'm willing to work I'm willing to do what I need to do but yet still it isn't enough for this stupid country

If you don't mind me asking, what country do you reside in?
 
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KissMeMidas

KissMeMidas

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Nov 10, 2024
14
i'm so sorry... the US is so fucking closed off from every other country, reckon it's hard to hop over to another country. how about another state for a while? don't know shi about america, i'm just throwing out ideas
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
186
i'm so sorry... the US is so fucking closed off from every other country, reckon it's hard to hop over to another country. how about another state for a while? don't know shi about america, i'm just throwing out ideas
Sadly I had to use my 401k retirement to live the last few months so I don't even have money to move no money for a car to move need a car for a good job but need a job that pays well to afford a car so I'm literally stuck
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
426
There are no jobs anymore, only on paper.
 
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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Experienced
May 15, 2024
204
Sadly I had to use my 401k retirement to live the last few months so I don't even have money to move no money for a car to move need a car for a good job but need a job that pays well to afford a car so I'm literally stuck

Just throwing out ideas to help. Sorry if they're not helpful.

If you're of age and qualify, the military is an option. I had a few different friends who did that to get out of bad situations. Housing, pay and job training. Recruiters want you in so they'll drive you to everything.

There's also jobs that provide housing (room and board) as part of it. Travel industry, fishing and maritime related stuff, etc.
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
186
There are no jobs anymore, only on paper.
Ik it sucks :(
Just throwing out ideas to help. Sorry if they're not helpful.

If you're of age and qualify, the military is an option. I had a few different friends who did that to get out of bad situations. Housing, pay and job training. Recruiters want you in so they'll drive you to everything.

There's also jobs that provide housing (room and board) as part of it. Travel industry, fishing and maritime related stuff, etc.
I appreciate it but sadly the military isn't a go for me I'm almost 30 with a chronic kidney disease I wanted to join at 18 but was shot down
 
DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Experienced
May 15, 2024
204
I appreciate it but sadly the military isn't a go for me I'm almost 30 with a chronic kidney disease I wanted to join at 18 but was shot down

No problem. I know it's not an option for everyone but wanted to throw it out there.

In regards to jobs that may fit your situation, I'm posting a URL below. Do with it what you will.


Something else to consider would be over the road (OTR) trucking. You could live/sleep in your cab while you save money.

It's definitely an alternative lifestyle but is an option and lots of people do it. And from my research your kidney disease would not be immediately disqualifying for DOT.

Just some things to consider. Best of luck to you.
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
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No problem. I know it's not an option for everyone but wanted to throw it out there.

In regards to jobs that may fit your situation, I'm posting a URL below. Do with it what you will.


Something else to consider would be over the road (OTR) trucking. You could live/sleep in your cab while you save money.

It's definitely an alternative lifestyle but is an option and lots of people do it. And from my research your kidney disease would not be immediately disqualifying for DOT.

Just some things to consider. Best of luck to you.
Would be a great idea if I could drive I don't have a license and I have 2 cats
 

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