Venting Done the dumbest fucking thing.

[Tamazi 123]

In distress I drove my ebike into a Ute on a rural road and have snapped my tibia and fibula. To make matters worse my husband found my purchasing info on SN so it's off to the psych ward one my leg is ready. Severe anxiety I such a cruel bitch

 

[Soul]

Ouch - I'm sorry, @Tamazi 123. Please be gentle with yourself. If you want to talk, people here are great listeners.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Oh no, what bad luck.

I hope you aren't in too much pain.
❤

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry that a chain of shitty events made your life even worse. I would suggest having your leg heal first and foremost, then the next immediate thing is to get out of the psych ward as quickly as possible (before it makes your mental state even worse) as that would allow you more privacy and freedom to plan your next steps/actions. As for the SN, I think it's pretty much gone sadly until you are able to get a new one (I have no knowledge or advice on how to go about that as that isn't my method nor where I know much about it).

Anyways I wish you a successful recovery as well as peace in your future steps.

 

[Pan]

Be easy on yourself, friend. If we did'nt do dumb things we would'nt be human. Why institutionalize yourself, dear? Just recover...relax at home...focus on things you can do if possible. Watch that leg, yes?

 

[Tamazi 123]

Be easy on yourself, friend. If we did'nt do dumb things we would'nt be human. Why institutionalize yourself, dear? Just recover...relax at home...focus on things you can do if possible. Watch that leg, yes?

They want me in the psyc ward before I go home. However the hospital stay is dragging on so who knows

 

[Pan]

By the way, friend, how is that leg doing? You May think your dumb, but believe me, dear, i've Done DUMBER

 

[Ghost2211]

To avoid psych personally I would just say that the injury to the leg gave me a new perspective on life and I no longer wish to die. That I did indeed have plans but now that I have faced my mortality I am happy to be alive.

 

[Pan]

Great news! Facing mortality makes you stronger, not weaker. I know that i don't know you but I know that I love you. I know it must sound like just another platitude, but genuinely felt. Glad that leg is doing better! Keep on keeping on!

 

[Tamazi 123]

God damn it, my anxiety got better while I was in hospital and led me to believe all was good, and life was great, but now I'm home its flared up again and the suicidal thoughts are back. I just want to make it stop!!

 

[Pan]

They want me in the psyc ward before I go home. However the hospital stay is dragging on so who knows

You do not have to pay; they are not allowed to report on your credit report. If you can't pay, then don''t pay, it'sas simple as that. Trust me, i've Been there. If you feel you must pay, the ten dollars a month does it. Don't let them threaten, cajole you or otherwise bamboozle you. Remember YOU support the STATE, it's not the otherway around. You pay taxes, don't. You? You owe them nothing! . Pay no attention; don't let it trouble you mind, friend.

 

[Tamazi 123]

You do not have to pay; they are not allowed to report on your credit report. If you can't pay, then don''t pay, it'sas simple as that. Trust me, i've Been there. If you feel you must pay, the ten dollars a month does it. Don't let them threaten, cajole you or otherwise bamboozle you. Remember YOU support the STATE, it's not the otherway around. You pay taxes, don't. You? You owe them nothing! . Pay no attention; don't let it trouble you mind, friend.

I'm home now and in NZ we don't have to pay for hospital