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sort of. i'm leaving sunday 8/1--monday 8/2 and wanted 2 document my method/drug combo. i have everything called 4 in stan's guide, using the 48 hour version:

sodium nitrite: 20 grams in 50 ml water monday 8/2 @ 12 am (5'5, 125 lbs)
antiemetic: olanzapine 2.5 mg (1x saturday 8 am, 1x saturday 4 pm, 1x sunday 12 am, 1x sunday 8 am, 1x sunday 4 pm, 3x sunday 11:30 pm)
*taking antiemetic ondansetron 3x 8 mg @ 11:30 pm on sunday too-- not a dopamine blocker but its real good 4 nausea.
antacid: famotidine 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday + chewable tums throughout the day, 3x @ 11:30 pm sunday
beta-blocker: propranolol 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday
plus plenty of oxy and xanax 4 the road, 11 pm sunday

if i don't post after 8/1 assume that my regimen worked and do with the above info what u will. it's been a wasted fucking life. how unhappy can 1 person be? i'm happy i'm finally leaving this world. i'll update on sunday b4 i head out. hope this info helps somebody.
 
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Your method seems great to me. I plan to do it in a similar way. Where did you get propranolol? I heard it is prescription only?

I hope everything will work out in a perfect way. Good luck.
 
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Your method seems great to me. I plan to do it in a similar way. Where did you get propranolol? I heard it is prescription only?

I hope everything will work out in a perfect way. Good luck.
i work in a pharmacy and have quick hands, haha. got lucky, didn't i?

thank u, that's kind of u 2 say. i hope so too.
 
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sort of. i'm leaving sunday 8/1--monday 8/2 and wanted 2 document my method/drug combo. i have everything called 4 in stan's guide, using the 48 hour version:

sodium nitrite: 20 grams in 50 ml water monday 8/2 @ 12 am (5'5, 125 lbs)
antiemetic: olanzapine 2.5 mg (1x saturday 8 am, 1x saturday 4 pm, 1x sunday 12 am, 1x sunday 8 am, 1x sunday 4 pm, 3x sunday 11:30 pm)
*taking antiemetic ondansetron 3x 8 mg @ 11:30 pm on sunday too-- not a dopamine blocker but its real good 4 nausea.
antacid: famotidine 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday + chewable tums throughout the day, 3x @ 11:30 pm sunday
beta-blocker: propranolol 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday
plus plenty of oxy and xanax 4 the road, 11 pm sunday

if i don't post after 8/1 assume that my regimen worked and do with the above info what u will. it's been a wasted fucking life. how unhappy can 1 person be? i'm happy i'm finally leaving this world. i'll update on sunday b4 i head out. hope this info helps somebody.
Have a peaceful journey. Keep us updated
 
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Your plan sounds great and I hope you a peaceful journey.btw,what Is oxy and xanax?I have heard about propranolol but Oxy and xanax is not on the pph book.
 
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sully

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Your plan sounds great and I hope you a peaceful journey.btw,what Is oxy and xanax?I have heard about propranolol but Oxy and xanax is not on the pph book.
Those are benzos. They make you relax
 
allthebodiesinthesea

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did more research--olanzapine reaches peak levels in the blood 6 hours after ingestion, propranolol peaks @ 1-2 hrs, famotidine peaks @ 1-3 hrs, ondansetron peaks @ 1-2 hrs
regimen edited accordingly:

sodium nitrite: 20 grams in 50 ml water monday 8/2 @ 12 am (5'5, 125 lbs)
antiemetic: olanzapine 2.5 mg (1x saturday 4 pm, 1x sunday 12 am, 1x sunday 8 am, 3x sunday 4:30 pm, 1x sunday 11 pm)
*last dose of olanzapine probably not chemically relevant but it's 4 my peace of mind.
*taking antiemetic ondansetron 3x 8 mg @ 11 pm on sunday-- not a dopamine blocker but its real good 4 nausea.
antacid: famotidine 3x 20 mg @ 10:30 pm sunday + chewable tums throughout the day, 3x @ 11:30 pm sunday
beta-blocker: propranolol 3x 20 mg @ 11 pm sunday
oxy and xans, 11 pm sunday
Oxy is Oxycontin I believe, which is an opiate. Xanax is a benzodiazepine.
u got it
 
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yeah
sort of. i'm leaving sunday 8/1--monday 8/2 and wanted 2 document my method/drug combo. i have everything called 4 in stan's guide, using the 48 hour version:

sodium nitrite: 20 grams in 50 ml water monday 8/2 @ 12 am (5'5, 125 lbs)
antiemetic: olanzapine 2.5 mg (1x saturday 8 am, 1x saturday 4 pm, 1x sunday 12 am, 1x sunday 8 am, 1x sunday 4 pm, 3x sunday 11:30 pm)
*taking antiemetic ondansetron 3x 8 mg @ 11:30 pm on sunday too-- not a dopamine blocker but its real good 4 nausea.
antacid: famotidine 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday + chewable tums throughout the day, 3x @ 11:30 pm sunday
beta-blocker: propranolol 3x 20 mg @ 11:30 pm sunday
plus plenty of oxy and xanax 4 the road, 11 pm sunday

if i don't post after 8/1 assume that my regimen worked and do with the above info what u will. it's been a wasted fucking life. how unhappy can 1 person be? i'm happy i'm finally leaving this world. i'll update on sunday b4 i head out. hope this info helps somebody.
i will stream it for the same reason , for people to have an idea who's death by sn .
 
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aminend

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did more research--olanzapine reaches peak levels in the blood 6 hours after ingestion, propranolol peaks @ 1-2 hrs, famotidine peaks @ 1-3 hrs, ondansetron peaks @ 1-2 hrs
regimen edited accordingly:

sodium nitrite: 20 grams in 50 ml water monday 8/2 @ 12 am (5'5, 125 lbs)
antiemetic: olanzapine 2.5 mg (1x saturday 4 pm, 1x sunday 12 am, 1x sunday 8 am, 3x sunday 4:30 pm, 1x sunday 11 pm)
*last dose of olanzapine probably not chemically relevant but it's 4 my peace of mind.
*taking antiemetic ondansetron 3x 8 mg @ 11 pm on sunday-- not a dopamine blocker but its real good 4 nausea.
antacid: famotidine 3x 20 mg @ 10:30 pm sunday + chewable tums throughout the day, 3x @ 11:30 pm sunday
beta-blocker: propranolol 3x 20 mg @ 11 pm sunday
oxy and xans, 11 pm sunday

u got it
I think that's better to take 400mg Propranolol 1hr before SN
 
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Sn does work and will kill you.
Those who don't believe it will probably still not believe it if you use it to ctb
 
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1 hour 2 go. kinda nervous but mostly ready as i've ever been. taking little sips of whiskey while i wait 4 the oxy/xans 2 kick in.

*upped propranolol dose, 260 mg instead of 90 mg
*olanzapine made me incredibly drowsy and hungrier than usual. not a big deal but if ur using an antipsychotic as an antiemetic it might feel better 2 use the 1 day regimen.
ok i'm off! wish me luck. i hope i sleep well
 
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Hey, you around @allthebodiesinthesea ?
 
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yes i amade a mistake i gagged whil drikig it and the rest spilled. think i threw whatever went down back up because it s a hour abd nothig just nauses it tastes so awful i'm tryig again 30 min whenthe nausez goes away
 
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jeez best of wishes!!! I wish your night goes exactly how it needs to. Sending so much loves
 
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yes i amade a mistake i gagged whil drikig it and the rest spilled. think i threw whatever went down back up because it s a hour abd nothig just nauses it tastes so awful i'm tryig again 30 min whenthe nausez goes away
How's it going now?
 
aminend

aminend

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May 24, 2020
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yes i amade a mistake i gagged whil drikig it and the rest spilled. think i threw whatever went down back up because it s a hour abd nothig just nauses it tastes so awful i'm tryig again 30 min whenthe nausez goes away
How r u? R u fine
 
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Hope it works the second time
 
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angelus

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Jul 29, 2021
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yes i amade a mistake i gagged whil drikig it and the rest spilled. think i threw whatever went down back up because it s a hour abd nothig just nauses it tastes so awful i'm tryig again 30 min whenthe nausez goes away
Kinda tricky this method How did you managed it after this?
Hope it works the second time
See Ana, this is the risk I was talking about that I'd like not to take. I think it would be a good idea to combine two ro three methods with different mechanisms. Yet, I'm not shure which ones.
 
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sully

sully

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Jul 27, 2021
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Kinda tricky this method How did you managed it after this?

See Ana, this is the risk I was talking about that I'd like not to take. I think it would be a good idea to combine two ro three methods with different mechanisms. Yet, I'm not shure which ones.
I understand but I personally dont have another choice. Will have to do it with SN.
 
angelus

angelus

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I understand but I personally dont have another choice. Will have to do it with SN.
I'm trying to figure out what else could be safer for you, but nothing came across my mind yet. I think SN or N injectable would help avoid throwing it out, maybe atenuate even nausea feelings. But I think it might be not safe to make the solution yourself, due to solubility. I'll do more research on that.

 
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sully

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yes i amade a mistake i gagged whil drikig it and the rest spilled. think i threw whatever went down back up because it s a hour abd nothig just nauses it tastes so awful i'm tryig again 30 min whenthe nausez goes away
Hey, you'there?
 
angelus

angelus

Interfice teipsum, et gaudium invenies.
Jul 29, 2021
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I understand but I personally dont have another choice. Will have to do it with SN.

I'm trying to figure out what else could be safer for you, but nothing came across my mind yet. I think SN or N injectable would help avoid throwing it out, maybe atenuate even nausea feelings. But I think it might be not safe to make the solution yourself, due to solubility. I'll do more research on that.

Talked to my sister. SN injection must be administered slowly 10 ml/min because it causes vein irritation. And is administered automatically, not by hand.
 
sully

sully

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Jul 27, 2021
231
Talked to my sister. SN injection must be administered slowly 10 ml/min because it causes vein irritation. And is administered automatically, not by hand.
Thanks for your concern… but I cant do injection myself unfortunately.
 
xBrialesana

xBrialesana

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Dec 17, 2019
552
RIP OP if succeeded. Safe travels, I hope all went well, I'm glad you had oxy & benzos to give yourself more peace and comfort. Sending love
 
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Hope u RIP and have a sweet sleep....
 

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