not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
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I agree with this I hate those fuckers. Sure if you have a nice mental state, no physical illnesses, great genetics and decent amount of money then I am sure life CAN be a gift but for me who lack all of these things life is a curse!
Btw: I like your sig "fake it till you exit" that is so true I have to fake being happy or at least fake not being suicidal until I die just to keep people happy around me.
It fucking sucks to keep our organs going like a fucking comatose patient "just" so we won´t break our parents hearts. I often envy the people who has no family or friends because they literally got nothing to hold them back, I know some people want to be missed although I think this is more of a teenage mindset like when I was suicidal as a teenager it felt so good thinking about how much people would miss me but now I just wish that nobody gave a shit so I could kms with a clear conscience.
I am also piss poor right now since I got kicked out of school for not attending and my only copes I have is to go tanning once a week just lay there relaxing in the nice hot tanning bed for 12-15 minutes, my other copes are shooting firearms since it´s my number one hobby but it´s expensive and as soon as I mention suicidal thought my guns will be taken away i.e. take away my biggest reason to live my ultimate cope. and my last cope drives in my car it is so relaxing.
It pisses me off how much power money has, money is literally EVERYTHING and middle class working people somehow think I am entitled because I just want an early pension when I literally can´t work because of physical and mental problems and I would only get about 1600$ a month for the rest of my life that is only 2/3 or half what a middle class person gets in Denmark and people get mad about this meanwhile people can buy a wine, painting, shoes etc. off an auction for millions. Just recently I saw a wine sold at an auction for 1.6 million USD those money are just pennies for the rich to spend on insignicant shit but I could live my dream life for the rest of my life for that kind of money. It could also be the shoes worn in The Wizard of Oz they were estimated between 2-5 million USD at an auction recently and to think they are JUST a pair of shoes and for that kinda money I could live an amazing life but still I am an insignificant entitled little worm for JUST wanting to get an early pension at 1600USD a month to cope with life.
Life is great for some people who don't have to struggle to survive. Those who can shit in gold toilets. :(
You're correct … life is a curse. :(
Glad you like the sig :) I had heard Seethers song Fake It aand it made me think of changing the saying. ;)
All I'm doing now is faking it until I finally exit.
I'm also poor. Whoever said money can't buy happiness has never been poor their entire life with no hope of ever getting out.
I don't tan and it doesn't stay anyway. I'm extremely white. ;) I don't even care. Wouldn't help anyway.
I don't have firearms but I've heard it's expensive. Unless you only have them for protection.
I also hate that the rich can drop millions and not even think about it. :( Like this :
https://www.msn.com/en-us/travel/ar...balloon-renamed-love-is-in-the-bin/ar-BBOfIYg
I could also live the rest of my life on a couple million. Life fucking sucks !!! :(