Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
This sounds counter intuitive but just hear me out
I was part of chat for a long time on and off. I pop in a bit but refuse to participate. Not because of anyone, but because of myself. I have been rude to people lately and I feel its better off if I am not around. I heard the notion of "one having the right to take up space" by a life coach friend a while back. That when one has been abused they feel burdensome when going into spaces feeling as if they do not belong because they were raised to think they didn't;t matter. In my case I genuinely don't matter. I matter to no one. My behavior have caused such pain I feel its best for everyone if I run away or just leave. Everyone will understand eventually
I was part of chat for a long time on and off. I pop in a bit but refuse to participate. Not because of anyone, but because of myself. I have been rude to people lately and I feel its better off if I am not around. I heard the notion of "one having the right to take up space" by a life coach friend a while back. That when one has been abused they feel burdensome when going into spaces feeling as if they do not belong because they were raised to think they didn't;t matter. In my case I genuinely don't matter. I matter to no one. My behavior have caused such pain I feel its best for everyone if I run away or just leave. Everyone will understand eventually