Help Doing something permanent to combat SI

[Freebandzgang]

Should I do something that will give me a mental reason to help combat si. Examples: Break my computer, spend all my savings/ give it to someone, stop going to work/school out of the blue, etc. If i do this and im in the moment of ctb, will it help with making me go through with it or would it just make my life more miserable if i fail?

 

[Pryras]

Not worth it. I have totaled two cars in failed attempts and lost a lot of money in the process so I would advise against it.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I would not recommend it. Neither the objective improvement of your circumstances nor the deterioration of your circumstances are guaranteed. To get that last feeling of relief, I personally wouldn't want someone to have to put themselves in an even more hopeless, depressed position. If anything, I would advise you to make that choice with as much certainty as possible. That is preferable to placing yourself in a situation that will only make your pain worse.

But that's just me.