I'm sorry, I had to go through the same thing over the summer. I wanted to go with her so bad.
My family overheard me talking to her prior conveying those thoughts in the backyard, and called 911.
I had a psych hospital trip where I couldn't believe they called 911, started out laughing, then had a full on meltdown while there.
I was her person. And she was mine.
I'll never forget her one of a kind personality. Ever .
You might think I'm crazy, but Before I said my goodbyes I made her promise that she will reincarnate into the next dog I get.
Dogs are so much more in tune than people realize or care to acknowledge.
I hope whatever lies ahead you find peace.
We all deserve it.
Try to have a good day.