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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
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My preferred method is SN. I have following things with me along with the plan. Can anyone check and confirm it's viability.

1. Stored SN of 99% purity. I have stored it for more than 2 months unopened. I think there are clumps inside the container but I cannot check it now as my date would be somewhere later this month. I hope I can buy it again later if necessary.
2. I would only perform the purity test when I will reach the location.

3.I have 2 AE tablets with me -
A.Metoclopramide (100mg in total and 10 pieces)
B. Domeperidon(Around 400 mg) Although it is mixed with some antacid as well so not completely pure. Though the AE is higher in the mixture
4. A local beta blocker medicine
5. lorazepam in the form of Benzodiazepine( I still don't have it but I think I can get it from my past prescription)
6. Painkiller like ibuprofen or paracetamol.

I still haven't made a back up plan yet though I am leaning towards hanging or something other. The cost of failure is quite high for me and hence I am still researching.

I am planning to do it in a hotel as my home is the worst place to do it. I haven't gone outside in months so I am still unsure how it will pan out.
But how much time does it generally takes if SN attempt is a failure and the after effects on the body fade away? Like the blue in nails and body. Interruption and space is my only fear!
Thank you


 
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