• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
O

OblivionSeeker

Member
Aug 8, 2020
78
It feels like I've already started dying. I'm breathing, and walking and talking, but I already feel dead.

does making the decision actually start the death process? it sure feels like it.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forever Sleep, Loser47 and BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,839
I would say that birth starts the death process. :sunglasses:
 
  • Like
  • Yay!
  • Love
Reactions: corazon, Forever Sleep, thgilrats and 6 others
Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Sometimes the process of death starts when you lose the will to live
 
  • Like
Reactions: Journeytoletgo and OblivionSeeker
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
105
It feels like I've already started dying. I'm breathing, and walking and talking, but I already feel dead.

does making the decision actually start the death process? it sure feels like it.
First, hello fellow seeker. Second, I think that making the decision to CTB definitely could be considered the first step in dying through catching the bus. I recently made the decision that, unless something majorly changed, I'd CTB within 5 to 7 or so months depending on some factors. And since then, I do definitely feel somewhat different.
 
Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
First, hello fellow seeker. Second, I think that making the decision to CTB definitely could be considered the first step in dying through catching the bus. I recently made the decision that, unless something majorly changed, I'd CTB within 5 to 7 or so months depending on some factors. And since then, I do definitely feel somewhat different.
I hate to break it to you but this thread was posted over 2 years ago and that person hasn't been online since those 2 years.
 
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
105
I hate to break it to you but this thread was posted over 2 years ago and that person hasn't been online since those 2 years.
Welp completely missed that, that's what happens when you click on "similar threads" without double-checking the date
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: thgilrats, Valky and ShadowSleeper
Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
Welp completely missed that, that's what happens when you click on "similar threads" without double-checking the date
You're still new so no worries! Just a heads up. Also, welcome to SaSu :)
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: BoredomSeeker

Similar threads

LonelyPrince
Replies
16
Views
351
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
glowing.purple.aura
Replies
3
Views
93
Suicide Discussion
Worndown
Worndown
H
Replies
2
Views
89
Suicide Discussion
Vombie12
Vombie12
Jisatsu
Replies
1
Views
212
Suicide Discussion
amor.dor
amor.dor