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lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
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No, not nitrogen. Nembutal. If I do not get N, I will buy SNI'm going to use nitrogen too but I was going to take some Xanax first to make me sleepy and calm. Are you going to use a mask or exit bag?
No, not nitrogen. Nembutal. If I do not get N, I will buy SNI'm going to use nitrogen too but I was going to take some Xanax first to make me sleepy and calm. Are you going to use a mask or exit bag?
No, not nitrogen. Nembutal. If I do not get N, I will buy SN
SN is a good method even as a primary I thinkI bought 2 packs of SN today as a back up method.
Different NI'm going to use nitrogen too but I was going to take some Xanax first to make me sleepy and calm. Are you going to use a mask or exit bag?
i had a lot of experiences in life that prooved to me that there is definitely something beyond physical life.
for that reason i am not scared of completely dissapearing.
i'm not religious or new age or anything like that so it makes it easier for me to know it definitely from my own experience.
and i wish every one of could.
i AM SCARED however that i will loose my identity.
that my desires will seem silly.
that i won't indentify myself as a female, that i will lose the drive to do what want to do.
i am TERRIFIED of that.
i have to overcome that fear.
That's your ego.. the small mind. The bigger mind or your higher conscious just is. it doesn't think or judge it's just a witness.. we probably chose to take physical form so we could have some pleasure, feelings etc. Or it was a big trap..i had a lot of experiences in life that prooved to me that there is definitely something beyond physical life.
for that reason i am not scared of completely dissapearing.
i'm not religious or new age or anything like that so it makes it easier for me to know it definitely from my own experience.
and i wish every one of could.
i AM SCARED however that i will loose my identity.
that my desires will seem silly.
that i won't indentify myself as a female, that i will lose the drive to do what want to do.
i am TERRIFIED of that.
i have to overcome that fear.
Comfort, there's no way around it anyway your going to die eventuallyFrom a realistic, completely logical POV, it would seem that death for humans would be the same as it is for any other species. We are gone, poof snap that is it. The same as it is before you were born, there is nothing, not even nothing. TRUE nothing, not even the feeling of nothingness. Does this bring you guys comfort or scare you?