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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
I have seen alot of people getting N and then proceed to not use it and decide to live.
Did having the N reassured you

You know you could always exit
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
I would drink N in a minute, no kidding. There is no SI that could prevent me from that. I don't have the focus and concentration neceseasary to buy N
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,906
I think it can be comforting for many people knowing they have a peaceful exit at a time of their own choosing. I think if I had N I would probably be already gone. From what I have read N sounds like the best way to ctb. The problem is that the society denies people this method.
 
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Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
793
For a long time I believed that I could get it, but unfortunately I don't have the money for it, and I don't have any work where they can be earned. Of course I would be calm having N
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Send a few emails and pay with MG or WU its that easy if you have money
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Would you drink N without antiemetic? Im afraid without it i would not succeed

Just get bitpanda. Buying btc with it is easy
Yeah without AE could turn bad...without AE im not even sure if should use 2 bottles..if you throw em both out you have nothing left
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
I have seen alot of people getting N and then proceed to not use it and decide to live.
Did having the N reassured you

You know you could always exit
It's different for everyone. It depends on how bad each individual person's situation is. For me, it hasn't gotten easier knowing I can exit at any time
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
knowing i have an "easy" way out gives me relief. It has never changed how i felt in regards to SI though.

It isn't even my preferred method so maybe that's why. Always wanted access to a gun. I think my SI would still be the same in that situation but it's a lot easier to do impulsively.
D wants BTC or Monero
you can still use those methods to pay, he just doesn't advertise it.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
I would drink N in a minute, no kidding. There is no SI that could prevent me from that. I don't have the focus and concentration neceseasary to buy N
Much easier said than done
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Yes having N helped me more than therapy ever did
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
I would drink N in a minute, no kidding. There is no SI that could prevent me from that. I don't have the focus and concentration neceseasary to buy N
You don't want to put in the work to obtain N, but you'd drink it in a minute? That's quite hard to believe. I truly think you underestimate SI
 
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Hercules

Arcanist
Jan 31, 2021
408
I have mixed feelings. On the one hand, I am relieved now that I know that I have a peaceful method that will definitely work. I can exit anytime I want to. On the other hand, I am also feel sad, very scared, and anxious at the same time. My SI is through the roof.
 
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