I know not everyone believes in God, but to those who do
Why doesn't God help?
I feel so hated. I know things could always be worse, but I still feel hated. I hate that I can't talk to God and be given an explanation.
Why would He make me so ugly, miserable, unlovable, useless?
I'm convinced it must be because I am a bad person. I don't know what's true though.
I feel the same way buddy, I also ask the same question all the time.
But I know that God loves you, God also loves me and God also doesn't see you as ugly, miserable and unlovable.
If the world made you think this way about yourself FUCK THEM.
What is more important? The world's opinion or God's opinion??
He loves you it's all that matters. he died for you, it's the biggest love you could ever feel.
I'm saying that because I also forget that, sometimes I don't see the magnitude of the situation.
Bro died for us, Jesus died for us.
I also hate that I can't listen to his voice, I also hate that i can't see he helping me, but I know he is somewhere helping us, we're just too blind to see him.
And as we're blind we try to find hope in other places, like ctb to go to heaven *extra early*.
I just pray that God may forgive me, if he doesn't I don't know what to do.
Last but not least, you are *not* a bad person.
I do not know you, but I just know that you are not a bad person, again, if the world made you think that F U C K T H E M.
Good luck buddy, if you ever want someone to talk to or listen to you, I'll be here okay? <3