Venting Does god create everything with a purpose?

[selfkillermachine]

Few days ago I answered someone thread about god existence, I do believe in god, and I think everything exist for a reason, if so, whats mine? Do I exist to do whatever I did and ctb? Why theres a lot of ctbs? Does everyone already made whatever they was supposed to and end their lifes? Why there a lot of premature death like massacre so? Is that the reason they exist so? Are this what we destined for? Do we suddenly fullfied our duties without even knowing it and die for whatever reason? If so, wtf are we? NPCs living another true MCs world? Do we are here to make numbers? Do we really have this so called knowledge and free will? Because animals doesnt seem to have it, they do have emotions but they are most living by their instinct like program and ending being food for another, what if we humans are the same? Some of them are not enlightened with the same capacity to known as other? Do we cant comprehend beyond our logic if there one? Are we humans truly the peak of living existence? So like animals we just live to serve a superior lifeform we dont even know about? Are all living being the same and have the same value? If I ctb myself does god will punish me for not fullfilling my duty and make me live again? What the purpose of killers so? Is god omnscient? What am I supposed to do? Ctb or endure til nature or someone take my life? Suffering are part of my life? Everyone have their battles, but what if some of them was programmed to win and others not?

Honestly I wish I was wrong about everything I said, I hope my life was planned to have a reason that makes me feel good.

 

[moon2bright]

God isn't real, hth

 

[Soumatou]

God isn't real, hth

no god but Spinoza's

 

[TrueMelancholia]

Few days ago I answered someone thread about god existence, I do believe in god, and I think everything exist for a reason, if so, whats mine? Do I exist to do whatever I did and ctb? Why theres a lot of ctbs? Does everyone already made whatever they was supposed to and end their lifes? Why there a lot of premature death like massacre so? Is that the reason they exist so? Are this what we destined for? Do we suddenly fullfied our duties without even knowing it and die for whatever reason? If so, wtf are we? NPCs living another true MCs world? Do we are here to make numbers? Do we really have this so called knowledge and free will? Because animals doesnt seem to have it, they do have emotions but they are most living by their instinct like program and ending being food for another, what if we humans are the same? Some of them are not enlightened with the same capacity to known as other? Do we cant comprehend beyond our logic if there one? Are we humans truly the peak of living existence? So like animals we just live to serve a superior lifeform we dont even know about? Are all living being the same and have the same value? If I ctb myself does god will punish me for not fullfilling my duty and make me live again? What the purpose of killers so? Is god omnscient? What am I supposed to do? Ctb or endure til nature or someone take my life? Suffering are part of my life? Everyone have their battles, but what if some of them was programmed to win and others not?

Honestly I wish I was wrong about everything I said, I hope my life was planned to have a reason that makes me feel good.

I like to think we are put here to learn, like the world is a school. You begin with an extremely hard existence, which you learn from. That awful things and evil people exist for a reason, to glean life lessons from. And then your soul is reborn and life is a touch easier, but you learn, and so on and so on. And when you are done learning, you reach unending bliss. That is what I wish for, but who am I to know? I'm just another grain of sand on an endless beach. I just want an explaination why so many people's lives are so difficult, while others live a charmed life...

 

[selfkillermachine]

God isn't real, hth

Sometimes I doubt that too, but something inside me really denies it, I cannot put in my mind such idea that everything is random for no reason

I like to think we are put here to learn, like the world is a school. You begin with an extremely hard existence, which you learn from. That awful things and evil people exist for a reason, to glean life lessons from. And then your soul is reborn and life is a touch easier, but you learn, and so on and so on. And when you are done learning, you reach unending bliss. That is what I wish for, but who am I to know? I'm just another grain of sand on an endless beach. I just want an explaination why so many people's lives are so difficult, while others live a charmed life...

I wonder that, what are humanity existence purpose? Our lifetime here is just a phase or a lesson? Do we need to evolve as an individual or as a species? What will come next? That "power beyond comprehension" doesnt buy me, if its true so why do we even think about it? To makes us wonder knowing we never reach the truth here? Do I need to "clear this phase" in order to know it?