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SNO

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Oct 6, 2021
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Literally just curious how you think the first person would react after you've been found post ctb
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
I can only imagine pure hysteria and panic. It's unfortunate but I've become indifferent to the fact that whoever finds me may never recover mentally.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

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Aug 24, 2021
332
I think my parents will be the ones that find me since I don't have other people coming to my house. They will be destroyed to say the least. They don't suspect anything so it will hit them like a thunderstorm, for which i am very sorry but if i do get the courage to ctb it means i just got to a point where nothing else mattered just exiting this hell.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't care how they react. By that point I will be free from existence. I will not exist anymore. It is not my concern. Yes, it may upset people but it is the societys fault for not allowing euthanasia. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing.
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
I don't care how they react. By that point I will be free from existence. I will not exist anymore. It is not my concern. Yes, it may upset people but it is the societys fault for not allowing euthanasia. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing.
This is the rationalization I use as well.
 
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Pure

Pure

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Jun 29, 2021
366
I made decision a long time ago that I'd call 911 to ensure that only professionals find me.
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
I made decision a long time ago that I'd call 911 to ensure that only professionals find me.
this seems like a good idea, although I'd rather not be found before dying. Would probably have a scheduled call 2-3 hours after I expect to be dead.
 
Pure

Pure

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Jun 29, 2021
366
this seems like a good idea, although I'd rather not be found before dying. Would probably have a scheduled call 2-3 hours after I expect to be dead.
I'd prefer to die in a hospital. SN is my method, most doctors cant clock it until its too late.
 
SofieSofie

SofieSofie

Member
Mar 12, 2021
20
My plan is to rent a cottage for a few days, just to be sure nobody will find me at home.
On a saturday night I'll post a letter to my GP. On mondays there's no mail over here so my GP will receive it on tuesday.
That's enough time to get it done.

The address will be in the letter and I'll ask him to inform the police. The letter will also tell where to find the key to the house.
I'll write in a note how to contact my daughters.
So my kids will only get to see me when I'm a bit 'brushed up', I want to spare them the sight of a desperate mess.
And I don't want them to find me in my own house, as they will have to empty the house after I'm gone.
That's difficult enough as it is already, even without it being the location of the suicide.

But....: that is all nice and rational theory, I can only hope it will work out that way.
Because some days I'm feeling very depressed and even panicking so there's also a chance I'll do it in the spur of the moment :mmm:
 
Under The Graveyard

Under The Graveyard

There is no death. Only a change of worlds.
Jun 24, 2021
112
My only hope is my remains aren't found by a child. Other than that, who cares?
 
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