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hexesandcurses

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Apr 3, 2022
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So awhile back, I bought about 15-20 deadly nightshade (belladonna) seeds because I was going to plant them in my window garden some day, but now I'm wondering if they would be possibly an alternative method? Or maybe adding them to my method to be sure?

I tried for hours to look up the experiences of those who died, the side effects and symptoms, but no one has given me a clear understanding of what it would be like. Some say it's painless and takes minutes, some say it's like anaphylactic shock and it can take up to an hour.
 
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U. A.

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sounds pretty brutal..."symptoms of belladonna poisoning include dilated pupils, sensitivity to light, blurred vision, tachycardia, loss of balance, staggering, headache, rash, flushing, severely dry mouth and throat, slurred speech, urinary retention, constipation, confusion, hallucinations, delirium, and convulsions" (wiki). maybe if you refined the toxin it could be quick and easy, but doubt it otherwise
 
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sounds pretty brutal..."symptoms of belladonna poisoning include dilated pupils, sensitivity to light, blurred vision, tachycardia, loss of balance, staggering, headache, rash, flushing, severely dry mouth and throat, slurred speech, urinary retention, constipation, confusion, hallucinations, delirium, and convulsions" (wiki). maybe if you refined the toxin it could be quick and easy, but doubt it otherwise

Those symptoms sound awful, but depending on how bad the headache is, I wouldn't say any of them are physically painful.

Still, I wouldn't recommend this method - The symptoms sound awfully similar to a Benadryl overdose, and they are both anticholinergic and treated with the same antidote.

The hallucinations will not be pleasant either.
 
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Enoughnow

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Yeh I tried eating the seeds it did nothing I wander if your supposed to let them germinate first or if I was sent the wrong seeds
 
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Sad_Sack

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Oct 3, 2022
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Like 25 years ago I was on vacation in Monterey Bay and I met a couple of really odd dudes under the restaurants. Yes under the restaurants. They are built over the rocks that drop off into the bay and there is an under the boardwalk type of formation from it. I had gone down there to smoke pot and these two guys that seemed like hippies but looked really scary showed up with a jug of crappy wine and wanted to smoke with me. It turned out they were white supremasists which I did not see coming at all. At one point they were telling me about how they had been using belladonna and how it was basically like having death hallucinations. The just if it was they were cruising around Monterey at night sick as dogs and hearing screaming coming from random directions and seeing people darting in and out if the shadows and it overall sounded bad. That was the most lighthearted part of the conversation too lol. They were really out there. But belladonna sound very unhappy.
 
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There are several known and proven methods that anyone can do. It would be best to pick from them. All have good descriptions and recommended procedures.
This falls under "keep it simple" and avoid the pains of failure or worse, additional damage that makes life even more difficult.
 
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SamTam33

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Oct 9, 2022
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I bought an Oleander plant. Nurtured it for a good year. Cut the leaves and made some tea. Gulped it down and absolutely nothing. Tummy rumbled for a second or two, then nothing.

Oleander is supposed to be one of the most deadly plants on earth. It didn't even taste bad. Slightly bitter but not enough to make me wince. Just... nothing.

Since then, I've been skeptical of plants and seeds.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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There are many such plants, belladonna, hemlock, henbane, hell bore, castor beans....but none of them give an easy death.
 
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quietam pacem12

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Also habe ich vor einiger Zeit etwa 15-20 Tollkirschkerne (Belladonna) gekauft, weil ich sie eines Tages in meinen Fenstergarten pflanzen wollte, aber jetzt frage ich mich, ob sie möglicherweise eine alternative Methode wären? Oder vielleicht füge ich sie meiner Methode hinzu, um sicherzugehen?

Ich habe stundenlang versucht, die Erfahrungen der Verstorbenen, die Nebenwirkungen und Symptome nachzuschlagen, aber niemand hat mir eine klare Vorstellung davon gegeben, wie es sein würde. Einige sagen, es sei schmerzlos und dauert Minuten, andere sagen, es sei wie ein anaphylaktischer Schock und es könne bis zu einer Stunde dauern.
Hallo
Ich hab mal vor ganz vielen Jahren mit einem Freund zusammen einen Tee daraus gekocht. Ich habe absolut keine Erinnerungen ob es schmerzhaft oder sonstiges war. Ich weiß nur, dass es definitiv zuviel war. Ich bin auf der Intensivstation aufgewacht.
Ich würde das echt lassen. Ich habs nie wieder angelangt. Das könnte echt schlimm sein glaube ich. 🤗
 
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hexesandcurses

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sounds pretty brutal..."symptoms of belladonna poisoning include dilated pupils, sensitivity to light, blurred vision, tachycardia, loss of balance, staggering, headache, rash, flushing, severely dry mouth and throat, slurred speech, urinary retention, constipation, confusion, hallucinations, delirium, and convulsions" (wiki). maybe if you refined the toxin it could be quick and easy, but doubt it otherwise
That exact passage is what made me come on here because with those symptoms I might as well just take a bottle of Tylenol, same crazy pain, just cheaper.

I've decided to just leave out the Belladonna. As someone else said on this thread, "keep it simple."
 

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