Does anyone in your real life know you come here?

[The Dark Chaos]

No one knows and even if they'd know I wonder if they'll care cause people have theur own shits to deal with...

No way. I'm still hoping I can find a way to make my suicide look like an accident.

Ohh yeahh me too..

 

[AnnonyBox]

Nobody knows, there's no point in telling anyone, even if I tell them that I use a 'depression forum' the average other person lives a life with such a different perception of the world that they would never understand. It would only lead to ostracization.

 

[oneofthoseyoudontwan]

Nobody, only my psych but i didn't tell her it was a SANCTIONED suicide web just tell her it was a site that i could cope with others persons.

 

[itsamadworld]

Nope, and if I ever get the cojones to off myself...I will make like a dead-tree, and not Leave evidence that I was on SS....

 

[HelensNepenthe]

I have a close friend on here who is aware of my mental health and chronic pain. They do not want me to go but respectfully understand. One of the most endearing friends that I know. The only reason they know is because we both have experienced moments in our life where CTB is on our mind. We do not engage with one another, yet we exchange information with one another in case that time comes up again. Other than that, no. I am really private about this.

 

[s1mplem3]

They don't even know about my existence.

 

[Arisa]

Well... only my boyfriend. He told me he wont allow me on it again if I show signs of suicidal tendencies....

 

[kiera095]

I've wanted to find something like this forum for a while and there's no way I'm telling anyone with the risk of them taking away my access.

 

[Vault of Memories]

If anyone knew they'd get me put in a psych ward. It's so odd how after my attempts years ago and so many changes of medications and years of therapy, everyone thinks I'm doing okay. Literally nothing has changed and I'm certain nothing will.

I'm good at manipulating all the doctors in psych wards into thinking I'm okay to leave. It's pointless to not. If they were to not discharge me until I'm actually okay I'd be in there for eternity.

 

[BabyYoda]

Hope not. But my special person's the only one who can make a thorough investigation because there are things that I tell him that I don't tell anybody else.

 

[qwerty32]

No. I'm sure friends and families will come to me and check on me knowing the information that SS provides.
But I'm still here and hopefully each day I could find a little purpose to keep going.
If such where I go CTB, well, I did live a good life to the best of my abilities including my failures that had lead me to this point.

 

[Thatdude]

No. Let me tell you something that will give you an idea of the people I deal with. Beyond like many if people found out, then I might get locked up. I was talking with my family member about how a lot of people we know are hanging out and partying during this time. They were complaining about it, and I mention something I still believe it true. I said if it wasn't for religion, I think they all will be dead. The person I was talking to went against that, and I said to clear it up. I think they want to die.
The person I was talking to said something about if someone wants to die, then religion isn't going to stop them. Everyone who is alive wants to be alive. I stopped the conversation because I was about to tell them, well I'm planing on offing myself but I'm currently alive right now.

Outside of this, what Google knows, and what the Gov knows about me. I don't ever let it be known that I want it to die due to what might happen.

 

[Steve Vermont]

My shrink, but they don't know rhis specific site, only that I do a lot of research on the internet.

 

[muffin222]

No

 

[Abused and Suicidal]

No, I think they already made it pretty clear that they don't care about me whatsoever.

 

[HoolioCoolio]

ive wanted to expose myself to friends but say i just found a nonjudgmental forum

 

[Epsilon0]

I linked this site on my Facebook profile. As a result, I received many virtual hugs and hearts and am now on my way to recovery.

 

[Pupu]

For me it would be nice idea to share this place with my mom. She would come here and read and get some support maybe for her own process to deal with my ctb plans. Sadly she doesn't understand English that well. So I've not told her about this place.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Nope. I'd prefer to keep it that way. In part it's because this website is so intimate and, dare I say, sovereign? If that's the proper word? But I also don't want my friends to know about this website because I don't want to tempt or indirectly harm them. Reading so much about depression, suffering, and suicide - even with the support of this lovely community - can be a bit detrimental for many people. I think it would hurt my friends. Ignorance is bliss, right?

ive wanted to expose myself to friends but say i just found a nonjudgmental forum

Mm, I've referred to it like this too. I know they worry about me and feel bad that they can't really help. Telling them I've found some sort of support will hopefully ease their concerns a bit.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Yep, and he signed up to follow me, to try and work out were my mind is at, so now whilst I give true experience and opinions, I also don't ever tell the truth about my feelings, it annoyed me as apparently he's allowed his privacy, but I am?

 

[BitterlyAlive]

Yep, and he signed up to follow me, to try and work out were my mind is at, so now whilst I give true experience and opinions, I also don't ever tell the truth about my feelings, it annoyed me as apparently he's allowed his privacy, but I am?

That's so frustrating! Hopefully he means well, but I would feel so violating and intrusive if I ever did that to someone. A person's privacy is more important than my temporary curiousity.

 

[laserfocus111]

Same
here

nop but i have been asked why im looking at my phone so much

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

So far... no (only applies to those who are still contained/caged in this fragile and filthy flesh and blood suit).

But I think my spirit guides knows well about my CTB plan, I just hope they don't randomly show up in the dream of everyone that knows me, and explicitly reveal it!

 

[cattalk610]

Nope :)

 

[HeyIamWhy]

Nope ! ^^
I have already shown a few topics to my friends because they were funny (for me ._.)
But they didn't notice which site it was, I guess

 

[LMLN]

No! I'd be put away.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Yep, and he signed up to follow me, to try and work out were my mind is at, so now whilst I give true experience and opinions, I also don't ever tell the truth about my feelings, it annoyed me as apparently he's allowed his privacy, but I am?

Why can't he just ask you instead of spying on you? That's a gross invasion of privacy if ever I saw one.

 

[Walilamdzi]

Kinda.

 

[TJuk]

No way. Can't risk telling anyone, my old mental health team knew I was on a different one but that was a few years ago so nobody now knows

 

[blivogade]

My psych but they only know i visit certain websites not the names of those talked about, other than that no. nobody would care anyway,