Discussion Does anyone have an “evaluation day”?

[TransfemCutter]

Does anyone have a tradition with themselves to evaluate their life and decide if they are going to ctb? I do this every year on November 18th. It's a sentimental day to me, so I like to use it to decide if I want to stay on Earth another year or not

 

[Forever Sleep]

To an extent, it's been every day for decades. How can I improve this mess? Am I on the right track at least? Am I happy yet? I feel like my problem is, I've kind of gotten to where I (realistically speaking) was aiming for (sure, I settled a bit but, it was in a rational way- as in- I don't think that 'better' thing would make me any happier.) And, I'm still not content! So- my best option seems pretty clear.

 

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

that's a cool tradition actually. i guess it's good to be more level headed and take a day to judge yourself rather than live in constant judgment, like myself and many others. more power to ya!

 

[TransfemCutter]

that's a cool tradition actually. i guess it's good to be more level headed and take a day to judge yourself rather than live in constant judgment, like myself and many others. more power to ya!

Oh no, I certainly still live in constant judgement of myself, I just take myself more seriously on the 18th. That's the day I decide if this year is the year I make a proper plan to guarantee my passing.