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binkleshpoo

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Does anyone feel like they aren't really suicidal at all? Does anyone else feel like "It doesn't matter, I just need to do this now because if I don't do it now I'm going to do it 10 years from now and i better save time." Like I wanted to kill myself when i was 11 before I turned 18. I always felt that way even though I had no method. I just know even if I'm okay "now" I wont be later so the sooner the better.
 
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