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Oncologynurz123

Member
Dec 16, 2021
46
I mean, I have a healthy body, despite what I've done to it. I hate that I want to kill it when others want so much to live

Guess I'll try the arterial method

Gonna get good and drunk. And try to slash my brachial artery. This seems less irritating than trying to get a VPN and getting shit online. I usually have 5 days off work. So I can be alone to do it.
 
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hevlalab

hevlalab

Take me back in time
Sep 14, 2023
125
I do feel guilty yes. I haven't got any terminal illnesses or chronic pain. My body's still relatively healthy too despite not working out and eating healthy for a long time. I have loving friends who've just sent me flowers and chocolates as it was my birthday last week and they know I'm in a dark place, other friends who call and text me to check up on me, a supportive family and my local mental health team who are doing everything they can to help me me. They all want me to get better yet I still want to give up and die so yes, guilty on some days, overwhelmingly sad the other.
 
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MatthieuFrederickW

MatthieuFrederickW

Specialist
Feb 6, 2023
301
Guess I'll try the arterial method
I've read on here someone mentioned about using a syringe and needle without the plunger and inject that into the brachial artery. I'm not sure if it's a viable method though.
 
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The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
Nope, not guilty by reason of insanity. Also by reason of duress or coercion. I present the evidence of determinism and the lack of free will as my defense.
 
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