Redo everything with all the wisdom of life...I'm in my 50s and I would go back to fourth grade. The minimum I'd require to not ctb would be to go back to last September.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):No, my childhood caused me to want to ctb in the first place. Not for decisions I made but for decisions that were made for me. It actually makes me feel quite ill thinking about going back to any age and having to do the time again. Partly why the idea of reincarnation sickens me.God yeah! I would have never taken medication, injured my face and would have got away from toxicity x
Disappointered
Enlightened
- Sep 21, 2020
- 1,279
In reply to OP, I have the same experiences when I stumble upon something from my childhood or early teen years. If I could go back with fully memory I would do it, otherwise no. There are definitely specific incidents and people that I'd handle differently if I could go back. I'd also change my schooling decisions or at the very least know how to ensure that it all unfolds better and can lead to actually finding an appropriate career.
Otherwise I'd definitely never wish to go back or be reborn, blind again...no thank you, no way.
Lavender Dreams
serial vapist
- Nov 5, 2022
- 72
I wish I could go back to 2016, or at least send a message to my past self. Maybe if I knew what I know right now back then, I would have stood a chance. At the same time, I made the best choices with the cards I was dealt and sorted my life out in the end. Regardless, there's just no point to live it anymore, so perhaps nothing would have changed besides avoiding some unnecessary suffering and heartbreak.
freevoid
Student
- Jul 11, 2022
- 137
Nope. My main reason for CTB is my health.
But...actually I might for shits and giggles. Apply the knowledge I know now about my health shit to keep it at bay long enough just so I could tell my highschool bullies to fuck off, my parents too they weren't the greatest during my teen years, have all the sex I wanted, take loads of drugs and then off myself at 19-20 .
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