Method Does anyone else just want everything to be over but have no method?

[myfutureismyend]

I just want to escape as soon as possible from this hell but I have no method. Every day feels like torture.

 

[unplug]

Yes. That sounds like me, living in torment for no reason. I should just go.

 

[52yoandmiserable]

I wish that I could just go to sleep and never wake up. Of course I can't even fall asleep properly anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately I'm in the same situation. This anti suicide society disgusts me, it's inhumane how as humans we are denied a peaceful and reliable way to exit, I know that if suicide was easier I would be long gone. I'm also really tired of being trapped inside this futile cycle of endless suffering, existing undeniably is so hellish and it's a curse to have the ability to exist here. I really do see suicide as self care as it would solve everything for me and would prevent my inevitable decay from age, I just hate how it's something so difficult to achieve, I certainly wish that I had Nembutal as existing is completely unappealing, I always view it as being preferable to not exist.

 

[unnormal9]

Yes—however, the lack of an effective method at my disposal unfortunately keeps me here in this chronic pain.
I have tried many times to suicide impulsively just to, as you say, let everything be over, but my SI will not allow me so far to do so in such a way. It desires a peaceful departure, not an immeasurable, painful one.

 

[Ume]

Yeah, I'm the same. I feel like my only option is hanging at this point. I'm still having some problems breathing sometimes from my last attempt (an OD), and having something dig into my neck goes against all my instincts. I'd need to get the timing right, and last time I tried it I really struggled. It's not an ideal method for all kinds of reasons, so I'm having a really hard time even talking myself into trying it.

 

[esc_saveandquit]

Been fantasizing about the sweet release of death every day for months. First thought when waking up and last one before falling asleep. I've been contemplating climbing into a construction site and jumping off a crane.

 

[nosoul]

I wish that I could just go to sleep and never wake up. Of course I can't even fall asleep properly anymore.

My insomnia is lowering my iq by the day, and I have no hunger

 

[GasMonkey]

I have no method

Long path ahead.

 

[Rumi]

fYeah, I'm the same. I feel like my only option is hanging at this point. I'm still having some problems breathing sometimes from my last attempt (an OD), and having something dig into my neck goes against all my instincts. I'd need to get the timing right, and last time I tried it I really struggled. It's not an ideal method for all kinds of reasons, so I'm having a really hard time even talking myself into trying it.

As time passes, I become more convinced that hanging is my only option: it was good enough for so many people throughout history; there is no reason why it isn't good enough for me.

I guess I'll just have to deal with the pain involved like so many before me have.

 

[peaches]

I just want to escape as soon as possible from this hell but I have no method. Every day feels like torture.

Yes, I'm laying here just wishing to die. I have no reliable non suffering method.

 

[JJMaynard97]

Yep, that's me too.

 

[dwindlingfirst]

Yep, that's me too.

Bro not gonna lie, ik this is off topic but your profile would make a bomb ass album or something

 

[JJMaynard97]

Bro not gonna lie, ik this is off topic but your profile would make a bomb ass album or something

Well Thankyou very much. I'm glad you think so. Is it the Profile Picture?

 

[dwindlingfirst]

Well Thankyou very much. I'm glad you think so. Is it the Profile Picture?

That and the "JJs dead inside, time to say bye bye" part

 

[JJMaynard97]

That and the "JJs dead inside, time to say bye bye" part

Well Thankyou. My name is Jordan, but my Stepdad called me JJ, and the dead inside but is I guess how I feel. Just have nothing left. Thankyou for your comments. Always appreciated!

 

[dwindlingfirst]

Well Thankyou. My name is Jordan, but my Stepdad called me JJ, and the dead inside but is I guess how I feel. Just have nothing left. Thankyou for your comments. Always appreciated!

Dude, whether you continue to live this life or not, I want the best for you and I wish you the most peace possible for the human soul

 

[JJMaynard97]

Dude, whether you continue to live this life or not, I want the best for you and I wish you the most peace possible for the human soul

That's the same to you too. Always and Thankyou . Means alot. And you too.