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Allpainnogain
Experienced
- May 2, 2019
- 203
Mine is eating me alive and I have to ctb because of it. I ruined my own life and there is no coming back from it
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Yes, it's the same for me.Mine is eating me alive and I have to ctb because of it. I ruined my own life and there is no coming back from it
I unfortunately aborted all of my children. It's complicated to explain because I'm not sure I truly wanted this even though I consented. I had lots of issues in my youth that were left unaddressed. Traumatic childhood definitely played a part. I guess the decision was fear driven.Mine is eating me alive and I have to ctb because of it. I ruined my own life and there is no coming back from it
My biggest regret being a live and being born