StrawberryRed
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- Oct 16, 2024
- 6
I have crazy anxiety/borderline panic attacks whenever I catch myself thinking in a ways I used to when I was worse. I cant look/watch anything mentioning suicide (Except for this website), because it makes me physically ill and terrified. It feels like my heart literally skips a beat. I get like flashbacks , like I'm there, and it ruins my week. Being reminded at all ruins my week. I been avoiding places I used to love over this. I've lost hours of sleep, and appetite over this. The worst was about 5 months ago and I feel like I should be past this stage by now yk? Has anyone else dealt with this and if yes how did u move on??? I feel like it's just me rn.