Does anyone else feel this way?

[philmore444]

Does anyone else see suicide as... comforting, for me, I see it as a "Way out" in case things get really bad and I can't handle it anymore. it's just...comforting knowing that I have a choice if things get bad knowing I can leave anytime I want

 

[Huntfish34]

110% agreed, it's quite comforting indeed. Even though I would really like to be alive and enjoy life for what shithole may be.

Nice to know I can take myself Out of the equation if the circumstances warrant such a thing.

 

[killmeiwannadie]

yes and no if that answer is allowed. yes for similar reasons to you. knowing i don't actually have to put up with this fucking shit life and can choose to end it is comforting. on the other hand knowing how difficult and often painful it is to succeed makes it daunting at the same time.

 

[TapeMachine]

Yes, I also find comfort in knowing I atleast have a little bit of control over my life. Should the proverbial shit hit the fan, I can leave it all behind, hopefully (as long as I have enough alone-time).

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

Yes, I'm comforted by my knowledge of how to pass peacefully although I do want my materials ready at hand for when things go south. I see it as a quick exit - a final escape.

I'm going to live for long although who knows what'll send me over the edge. I think it's fair to prepare for the inevitable, things will only go worse for me and I'm really not planning on living seriously anymore. Just a matter of time I guess.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally have always found the thought of permanently ceasing to exist to be something that is incredibly comforting as after all to die solves all problems, nobody can be harmed by not existing and there are no disadvantages to being dead.

Suicide is the ultimate form of self care as it's the way to take control over our inevitable fate and free ourselves from this existence that we were so cruelly burdened with, but for me the problem lies in the fact that we exist in this anti suicide society that restricts more peaceful method options, if I had access to Nembutal I would feel very comforted by the option of suicide but sadly that's not the reality in this hellish world. But I certainly envy those who are already peacefully not existing.

 

[FrostedHoax]

Yes, I find it comforting to know that I have a way out should my life get any worse than it already is and that I at least have some semblance of control over my life. At least, that I have some semblance of control over how much longer I'll live this life.

 

[tams]

It's extremely comforting to know you have that option. I have been gathering the things I need for my ctb, today I got the first item. I honestly felt elated throughout the rest of the day. Mostly knowing I won't have to do any of these daily tasks and activities anymore. Knowing how much closer I am to being free.

 

[jolongone]

I am in my mid 60s and having my SN here is so comforting knowing now l can check out when my time is right. I am going to burn out not rust

 

[warriorofeld]

That's awesome I hope it is the same for me.. mine will be here soon

 

[MildlyBetter]

Definitely, knowing that if/when it gets too bad, I can leave. It allows me to live life more freely.

 

[SpiderLink]

Does anyone else see suicide as... comforting, for me, I see it as a "Way out" in case things get really bad and I can't handle it anymore. it's just...comforting knowing that I have a choice if things get bad knowing I can leave anytime I want

An escape from suffering is very comforting.